love and mislay

"How do we give our blessing to someone who abandon us so easily after they took so much love from us?"

in the suspicious,love became so pungent just like grapping a hand of sand and stick it into your eyes. til i was stinged by the pricks,i realized that we're living in a ruthless world.

to mislay.
as time goes by,when the pungent was all over your body and then yes,
we became a fighter.
we have to protect ourself from the harms because that we are only flesh.

mislay is not only a shelter but also a pitfall.
why do we have to protect ourself if there's nothing else to be worried about?
maybe to leave somting behind is just like to lost some part of my goodness.
in the end,could we love and beloved?

could we?